i finally said out wat i wish to say le..... she didn't say anything.... jux say tis.. let nature take its course...
i was glad dat she nv avoid mi at all.... =) i wil wait de....
but i dunno i can gif her full happiness anot.... i stil hv many troubles n problems cling onto mi.... i dunno hw long am i going to take to clear all moi troubles n problems.... haix.....
i am like going crazy soon le ba.... ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all moi projects r like fark nw...... hw can i complete it man..... "God, y r u putting mi in this suffering situation" if u wan like dat, u mux as well jux take moi life away.....