haix... farking hated myself.... nw baby totally nv reply mi le... i am really very sorry for my actions for tis 1 week..... i regreted n very guilty... i shouldn't hv let u be alone... when u needed someone there for u but i wasn't there for u.... u needed someone to tok to, yet i fell asleep... i totally nv done any single part as a boyfriend at all... i broke yr heart..... u felt so unhappy, upset.... tis wasn't a bf shld do de.... damn myself.....
nw i gt things to tok to u, but i dun hv any chance.... cox i hv ownself destroy everything le.... today i book out at 7am but is 6am book out cox no one wake mi up... den took bus to inter to take train back home.... everytime when i am at tamp, i onli tink of wif baby onli.... sending her home, picking her up, pei her go shopping, send her to work.... everything r jux for her de....
baby, i really hope u forgif mi... i nw every moment r waiting for u... i am sorry... u r the one i love onli de... i can't live without u.... wat i hv nw r all becox of u changing my whole life.... i wasn't that chao ah beng le, bad habits quit le....