life is jux like yi tian guo yi tain..... everyday jux work n work like no ending de....
recently some incident happen in my family. cause mi to hate myself deeply.. my own mother sick n not feeling well, i don't even noe abt it... wat a son am i... don't noe abt it n yet went out to hv fun.. i hv been asking myself, do i noe well abt my own mother anot...
seeing her suffering there, yet i lidat.... wat the fuck la...
after all tis things, i tel myself no more fun things for mi anymore.... nw i either is at working place or at home... drinking / clubbing / anything is all cut down till dat thin line...
this are my aims n objectives nw 1. wanna take gd care of my mother, nv ever let anything happen to her anymore... NO MORE!!!! 2. hope to get a job dat i hv more interest in it 3. more time for family 4. a r/s ? 5. save more money for my studies
dats all for nw ba =)))
off to rest~~~~
i can't lie to myself, u r stil in my heart.. i trying very hard to earn back all the things i destroy...